Two Matches, One Martyr (The Football War, 1969)
I. Honduras v. El Salvador
Amelia had the game on and the window open always
open as her breath when the ball punched net
lungs heaved and she wanted her fathers arms
dark hard as coffee beans so much was each
cheer a step towards no border she could name no
need to leave a note she just left the tv on sound
turned down the word she learnt meant depth
her lungs were sunk sweated and pinched eyes
watched the ball punch again always again and breathless
she went to fathers desk where he would write
sometimes hold his head a moment, pray
II. El Salvador v. Honduras
She killed herself. Her coffin was draped
in blue and white. So, we are pelted
by rotten meat on the field, left only
with mud and blood, bones and muscle.
Like the cutting of a pig. Panic reigns. A bubble of graffiti:
Nobody beats Honduras. Only an imbecile worries. A woman cries,
“My child! My child!”
Silence. Everything still.
They were in the depths of darkness. Again,
“Apaga la luz!” ‘Turn off the light!’
I blow out my candle.
First published on World Cup 2010 Poetry Site /Chapbook from Forest Publications.