Epicene
Always covering myself
in clothes or cloaks of words
which only dogs hear: in truth
I was nude and didn’t know
which parts to cover or if
I could finally uncover it all.
And what a relief to move
my hands, formally, from
my breasts, testes and labia,
to show myself, for what I am –
a worm or perhaps just a cell
which may birth and split from itself
and wish you could see
all my secret hairs
revealed like words
or the meanings of words
which always seem concrete
in dreams but never when I awake
and quickly cover.
First published in the American Poetry Review, July 2013