Snapchats of Rain – February 2016

Dave Coates & Ryan Van Winkle

queenDave says: The last time I worked with Ryan on a poem was just after I’d had my application to take a PhD at Edinburgh University accepted – this is one of the only poems I’ve written since then. In between all the thesis-writing, review-writing and, y’know, wage labour, the only poems I’ve been able to write are these little haiku-y things. I like how little space they take, how they feel like they could just go on unimpeded forever like wee flowers with deep roots, that they do a bit of shaking off of the old poet-ego thing. Ryan knows how to give those wee herbs a heartbeat. Cheers pal.x

Snapchats of Rain

in the daily puzzle
we hustle our edges
we build a story

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this chest, this mind was yanked out
not exactly wanting to go

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you live a hundred deaths a day, she says – grass,
birds, your mother –
you only get one of your own –

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so much life is departure
even standing still, ghosts arrive

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like teeth, she says, take care
of what god gave you

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fire in the water and
the water was warm
as a stubborn calf in june

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bring me my timeline of quiet
bring me snapchats of rain
dear friend, whither now our filters?

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i take a picture, i make a fire
with my own two hands
wood finding use, again

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accidents of feet and knees
this door, this path, this rain, this wind.

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all this business about yesterday
when there’s still fuel in the tank

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don’t be afraid, he said.
He said, here’s how to stay
permanently surprised.

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And here’s how to shiver
here’s how to get cold

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seagull feathers at the church door
a little heap of antlers

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there’s a little space left
between two well-loved
books. a many-hearted shelf

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there’s a little piece
waiting to be placed

Dave Coates is a poetry critic and PhD candidate. He writes poetry crit at DavePoems and on Louis MacNeice and contemporary Northern Irish poetry at the University of Edinburgh. In 2015 he won the Best Reviewer award from Sabotage Reviews.